Lil sis made me this.

To encourage me to carry on and think bout her when I miss home.

Sometimes I wonder.
Have I fulfilled my role as a brother, in educating her and setting a good example?
Where was I when she needed me the most?

I’m staying away from Facebook.
It’s lethal.

There’s a thousand words I want to say to my steering comm,
thank you for the understanding, the support and the effort so far.

I’ve a lot of shortcomings, and I know I’m far from being a good leader,
but i appreaciate each and every one of you, since the day you’ve given me your word to join my team.

I hope we can pull through.

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Crashed NUS Chinese Dance for the first time, just to see how they’re like.
It was really an eye-opener, and 身韵课 (hope I got it right) was extraordinary.
The choreo was damn =.=
Not my style, but I’m willing to learn.

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What a music video. The guy’s damn imba.
Wolverine?

Did it again, love, I got it all wrong.
But it felt so right, I can’t believe it.
And all the mistakes that went on for too long,
Wish there was a way I could delete it.

Age-old question:

Are we God’s creation or the hypothesis of Darwin’s evolution?

Or did God permit evolution?

There is a rumour lately,
spread by one single freshman in hall,
that I’m forming a team to run for JCRC President next year.

This is not true.

The amusing thing about this whole fiasco is,
he has actually tried to rally people to form a team to displace my “team”.

Dude, get a Life.
And yes, I know who you are.

I went back for consultation today, and another blood test was done -my fourth one in less than a week.
It was kinda funny to see the nurse trying to find new veins to draw blood from.

The doctor revealed that she had suspected I had Leukemia from my first blood test,
my blood count had shown weird and ‘atypical mononuclear cells’.

It was a virus + bacteria attack which had caused the gingivitis, the uncontrolled oral bleeding.
But the test today showed better result.
Medication has managed to suppress and hopefully kill the virus, which might have developed into something nasty.

I didn’t know what went through my mind. Blank.
Leukemia eh?

The question that’s been scratching the back of my mind lately had finally caught full attention.
Was it all worth it? To travel to a foreign country and leave my family behind?

Inevitably you would wonder what would happen if death had caught up with you, in a land not your home.
With no family or friends by your side.
Kinda scary.

Imagine waking up one morning with a mouthful of blood.
Freaky isn’t it?

It freaked the shit outta me when I woke up to a blood-soaked pillow and choked to a mouthful of red fluid.
I rinsed my mouth and went for lecture. Then, it bled again.
I finally had to succumb to the fact that something is wrong with my body.

Weeks of over-working my body has its price to pay, I am down with an infection.
Blood test results aren’t out yet  but I ‘ve started taking beta and iron pills to build haemoglobin.

KEVII Internal Cultural Night 09

To Lingyi and YanLing, amazing choreography.
Two completely different genres and I’m thrilled to have danced in both of them.
Still pending for high-quality video for Yedan’s item.

Time to rest and mug.

Relive those childhood fantasies again.

So what’s next?
The Three Little Pigs?

I’ll huff, and puff, and blow your house down!

It’s a pain in the ass when there’s too much to do.

I wanna be him.

and I want Swenson’s ice-cream buffet.

An unexpected phone call last night sent me on an emotional rollar-coaster.

“Nicklet ah, when are you coming home? Come back tell popo okay? Tell popo what you want to eat, popo go to market and buy and cook for you.”

I fought the urge to tear back.
A punch in the chest. It hurt so much.

What have I been doing all this while?

It has finally reached a stage,
where doing what I love most isn’t enough to drive away the blues.
Devine intervention is needed.

Saturation point?
Nah, think there’s space for more.

There are times where the company of friends matters the most. And I’m glad I have Jo and Mich to share those funky moments.