Posted in daily addictions on November 9, 2009 by nickeoaddiction
There’s a thousand words I want to say to my steering comm,
thank you for the understanding, the support and the effort so far.
I’ve a lot of shortcomings, and I know I’m far from being a good leader,
but i appreaciate each and every one of you, since the day you’ve given me your word to join my team.
I hope we can pull through.
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Crashed NUS Chinese Dance for the first time, just to see how they’re like.
It was really an eye-opener, and 身韵课 (hope I got it right) was extraordinary.
The choreo was damn =.=
Not my style, but I’m willing to learn.
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What a music video. The guy’s damn imba.
Wolverine?
Did it again, love, I got it all wrong.
But it felt so right, I can’t believe it.
And all the mistakes that went on for too long,
Wish there was a way I could delete it.
Posted in nickeo writes on October 29, 2009 by nickeoaddiction
I went back for consultation today, and another blood test was done -my fourth one in less than a week.
It was kinda funny to see the nurse trying to find new veins to draw blood from.
The doctor revealed that she had suspected I had Leukemia from my first blood test,
my blood count had shown weird and ‘atypical mononuclear cells’.
It was a virus + bacteria attack which had caused the gingivitis, the uncontrolled oral bleeding.
But the test today showed better result.
Medication has managed to suppress and hopefully kill the virus, which might have developed into something nasty.
I didn’t know what went through my mind. Blank.
Leukemia eh?
The question that’s been scratching the back of my mind lately had finally caught full attention.
Was it all worth it? To travel to a foreign country and leave my family behind?
Inevitably you would wonder what would happen if death had caught up with you, in a land not your home.
With no family or friends by your side.
Kinda scary.
Nicholas Chai @ Nickeo
21
male
DOB: 9th April 1988
currently studying at
The National University of Singapore
loves: food . Ellen DeGeneres . books . dancing . clubbing . smirnoff vodka . star gazing . korean music . his family .